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I just realized.. that I can make people pissed off at me pretty easily. ._. So much for my way of communicating with the people I prefer to associate with.
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| Long time no update.... |
[07 Dec 2004|07:45pm] |
Yeah... I haven't updated in a wicked long time... lmfao. Anyway... I have kind of a new fetish.
Recently... I've found myself propelled to draw softcore hentai... nothing EXTREMELY EXPLICT... just.. panties and BOOOOBZ, lol. Anyway... I've drawn two pictures of Sakura from Card Captors... and I must say (on a serious note), that they've both come out very well. I didn't shade because I didn't really wanna ruin what I had... so I didn't. xPP If any of you think I'm a freak... then poop on you. It's really relaxing when I just take so much time do draw everything so perfectly.. and I plan only to draw girls.... so yeah. It's something to do and I'm proud of it. xD I bet if Jasmine reads this (or if I tell her, first), she'll have a few pretty words to say.... but anyway. See everyone later.
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| QUIZ FOR THOU |
[20 Sep 2004|07:29pm] |
o.o Yeah... some wierd quiz thing I saw on Shannon's lj... and took it.
.. wow, Sphen. Both Shannon's and my test show that you're the player. XD GJ!!!
... Jasmine is two different things. :O Cool.
..... I think we all know Jig's prediction will prolly be true...
.... I hope Chris wun kill me for seeing Ivy's prediction. o_o;
...... Sarah... crashing.. anywhere? Where and in what alternate dimension is this gonna happen? XDD
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[19 Sep 2004|03:43pm] |
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Yeah.. last night was cool. Scroll down and read Joe's entry about Tom's party... that's about all I was gonna say.
... WHO WANTS TO JERK ME OFF!?!?!?!?!?
.... Berserk outtakes are fucking hillarious. If you seriously thought I was asking for somebody to jerk me off.. you need to be shot in the head, rolled down a mountain lined with goat shit, and fucking burn in hell (while smelling pretty damn bad).
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| Duuude... ;D |
[27 Jul 2004|04:57pm] |
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Geeze... it's weird... but awesome. Last night I spent the night at Jase's house for the first time in like three weeks. We stayed up most of the night by playing WC and Halo online... but at about 3:30 Jase fell asleep when I was playing WC. I got to bed at like 5 (Told Joe 4.. x_o; Sorry, Joe) and didn't fall asleep until like 5:15. I was woken up very abruptly at 9:00 by a phone call from Nextel. -__-; Got pissed at them and called them jackasses for waking me up under my breath. I couldn't get back to sleep, so I went home and started tonight's dinner (pot roast.. :DD). I then went back to Jase's house and tried sleeping again. That didn't work so I played WC some and attemted to sleep until my brother called and Jase's mom told him I was asleep (trying to sleep... I wish I was asleep). Jase had an appointment for the orthridontist (sp?) at 12, so I just played WC until Jase came back. Zach and Shawn came over eventually and we all did WC for a bit along with some Halo. I came home at around four and now here I am!
Now... for the weird and awesome thing. I slept for like... 4 hours? And I feel almost wide awake. o.O Almost like nothing happened at all and I got my full amount of rest. I've messed up on a few things because of my sleepiness (almost tried to flush my boxers down the toilet o__O;;;;) but that's it. Probably gonna take a nap or something when my dad does. Force myself to sleep for an hour so I don't pass out before Jazzy calls tonight. ;-; I miss her sooooo much! Yesterday I only talked to her for like 20 minutes.... probably less. Now I'm going to find something to do 'til dad goes to nap. :3 Baii, everybody.
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[18 May 2004|12:38pm] |
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Yeah... I'm at school. I got about a half hour left before it ends. Today hasn't been that bad. I drew a lot in my comic with a pen instead of a pencil. o.o So far I haven't made any mistakes. Yaaay. Anyway.. first period was boring. Just drew and watched the History Channel. Then I came here (2nd period) and took my exam. o.o It was pretty easy, knowing that I missed half of the info on it, lol. I missed 4 outta 15, yay. After school, Sphen is gonna let me go to WinnDixie to get a few things my dad needs, then I'm gonna go to Jase's. After that.. me, Jig and Jase are gonna be picked up by Ivy and we're gonna go to Trinity to see Joe. I think I know how to fix my delema with no background image in my journal, lol. ^-^ I think by switching to S2 instead of S1, then I can fix it (I read into it, looked around, everything looks good). So.. yeah. I'll go sit and try to sleep for the last 20 minutes or so... see everyone later! *poof-ness*
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| Jazzy Here... |
[30 Apr 2004|09:26pm] |
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Matt... sorry if this pisses you off, but... it was a good idea I got from Havana. ^^;
Well... I wanted to prove to you that I loved you... because you obviously can't tell enough by the way you tell me I don't love you and I love other people... so, here it is. I suck at poetry and song-writing due to sickness, and I ultimately SUCK at love letters... so here goes nothing.
Matt, throughout the *almost* two years I've known you, I've loved you so much. The first time I realized there was something about you... that was sweet. The thing with the rubber band... hehe. Yeah... that's the day I saw that we were right for eachother...
Ever since that day, I've enjoyed knowing you. Every conversation, every romantic moment... everything. I was stupid when I cheated on you with Bryan... I was young and pathetic. Now I know, deep down in my heart, that you are the one I want to be with forever. I will never do such a horrible thing as to cheat on you again... no matter what... I promise you that.
This summer will be great. I will finally get to be in your arms and prove to you that I DO love you and no one else. Everything will be fine, Matt... at least I hope you want it to be that way.
Sorry again for hacking into your LJ. ;\ Just thought this was a good idea... well... I love you. <333 Baii!
~Jasmine
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| It's almost Fridaaay!!! ;_;!! |
[22 Apr 2004|07:28am] |
Yay! It's Thursday, meaning it's almost Friday, and yay! A week down, like three more or so to go! I feel exceptionally bored right now. I'd wanna stay home... but then again, I wanna go to school too. :\ I'll probably go, lol. Dun wanna risk daddy coming home early again. Can't wait for the weekend either! ^___^ xBox is just around the corner... I'm gonna try to talk my dad into getting a router also... :o Then we dun haveta worry about viruses... ;-; I wish I could talk to Havana again... I think I really ticked her off for some reason, probably something I said. I wanted to IM her this morning, but was afraid she'd tell me to go away again...
On a lighter note... just mailed out my letter to Jasmine. *guesses* It should be there by... Monday or Tuesday. Probably Monday. o_O I haven't even gotten her letter yet... -_-;; Oh, well. :D Can't wait 'til summer... lol. Baiiiiii everyone! n___n
21 Days!!!
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[24 Feb 2004|08:57pm] |
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Yea... this entry is for those that don't have Ashley on their friend's list. She got her pictures finally developed from her party, and here are two I find funny.. xD VERY FUNNY...
( Cross Dressers Gone Wild! )
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[02 Jan 2004|10:22pm] |
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Well, I got a new web camera.. and I took a picture of Jig, Dan, and Jase. They gelled their hair, and it looks as funny as hell. Let's see if you all think the same...
Left to Right: Dan, Jig, and Jase.
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[26 Dec 2003|10:29pm] |
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HAVANA!!!! Thank you sooooooo much for the card! ^__^ It's sooo awesome! :D You did a REALLY good job drawing Shampoo. ^o^ I love it! :D Hope yee like your candycanes!
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[07 Dec 2003|03:16am] |
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.... just got done writing a huge ass entry about today... but IE died and got shitty. Dun feel like retyping it at all. Let's just say... depress-edness is kinda gone. Being with friends helps, lol. ^^;;;; Bai..
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[30 Sep 2003|07:36am] |
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Eeeeh. :3 Only gonna tell about a freaky dream I had last night... Okay, I was at school.. and it was like.... a regular day. o_O Except I had Ashley's purse. xD Talk about random! Anyway, a lot of people commented on it. o.O They said "Hey, that's (so and so's) purse! I know her!" They kept calling Ashley by some other name I dun remember. It was weird. :3 So I walked around school and went to classes. I constantly played with her cell phone and the little ducky. XD Woo! Anyway. :3 That's my randomness. The end!
*talks to Jazzy* Maybe it's not the end of my randomness. xD Lmfao. *pat pat*
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[22 Aug 2003|10:10pm] |
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Here's the icon. The thingy at the top is supposed to change colors. Oh, well. :P Screw DeviantArt in the head...
Kawaii... ^__^ Nee.. I feel better, though I still miss Jazzy. -_-;;
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[20 Aug 2003|09:42pm] |
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Ummm.. yea.. o.o I've been in a crappy mood tonight... Jasmine made me feel better... so I'm happy again...
LOVE YA, JAZZY!
Hehe, sorry. ^_^;; Had to get that out... *poof*
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[12 Jul 2003|09:16pm] |
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Wow, last night was pretty cool... Sphen and his mom picked me up at like... umm... 5:30. We went to WalMart and I helped Sphen find some thing he and his mom/brother needed. Went to his house, and started moving EVERYTHING back into Sphen's room, but not before putting in a new ceiling fan. e_e That was a pain in the ass. We needed just ONE wire nut.... and we checked the four nearest stores, none there. Sphen had to ride his bike ALL THE WAY to WalMart... I would've gone, but I didn't have my bike, lol. We finally got it to work, then moved everything back into his room (his mom painted his room, so we put everything back in). After that, we decided to launch off some more fireworks... >D That was fun... We kept tying fuses together and lighting them. :D Sphen used 12 bottle rockets (rocket part, no sticks) and shot them all off at once. xD We all ran away for fear of being hit, but it looked pretty cool as we looked from behind a bush...
Okay, later that night (after me making dinner and such), me and Sphen got on WarCraft2 to play a few games on B.Net. xD I IMed Jasmine a few times, that was fun, lol. Talking to her away message is funny... anyway, I found that Joseph was online so we played with him for a round, then he quit, lol. At like 1:30, me and Sphen made mint chocolate chip shakes. ^_^ Very tastey, hehe. We played a bit more, then I got off because I was bored and so was Sphen. It was like 2:45 then. Me, Sphen, and Kev gathered in Sphen's room and watched him play WarCraft3. It looked really cool, hehe. Kev left at like 3:30 to go to bed, and Sphen got off. I wanted to try, so I played for a bit... Sphen fell asleep at like 4:15. xD Last time I checked... it was 6:30 when I finally got off... I was doing really really bad on WC3.. xD I sucked. I just gave up and went to sleep after saying good night to Jasmine's away message again, lol.
Woke up at like 11:00 to watch Yu-Gi-Oh!. After that, I played WC3 some more, until Sphen woke up. I finally beat a computer player (YAY!!! :O). When Sphen woke up, I made us some breakfast... ended up eating more because two eggs weren't working for us... anyway, went through the day doing tons of stuff... and that's just about it. *trying to sum it up, wants to play WC3 again* Anyway... o.o See everyone later, I guess. xD
JASMINE.... ^_____^ Love ya!!! Baii!
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[04 Jul 2003|09:13pm] |
Okay... let's see what I have done. I was up until like... 3:45-4:30 last night making a new music video with Sphen. o_o We've spent a total of five hours on that thing so far, and we have only 28 seconds of it complete... but it all matches up sooooooo perfectly! I'm gonna go over there like every day this week after he gets out of work so I can work on it with him... anyway, left a little IM for Jasmine for when she woke up, hehe. Then like an hour after that, I went to bed. We all ( me, Sphen, and Kevin [ Sphen's lil bro. ] ) slept in the living room, and we all woke up at like... 12:30 and I made breakfast for me and Sphen... had eggs and toast, yummy. At around 1:15, I got home and there's where the rest of my day takes off...
I did the dishes, and then got on the computer to watch Cardcaptors - The Enchanted Cards (first CCS movie) and to talk with Jasmine. Had to get off at like 4:00 for my dad to nap. :3 Got off and then played BMX XXX for a while, wheehee. xD I did a trick that got me more that 6,000 points, lol! Anyway, took a 20 minute power-nap and then watched TV for a while until my dad got out of his room. :3 I got back on, and loaded up the CCS movie again and finished watching it while I talked to Jasmine. ^_^ That movie is soooooooooooooo cool! :D The second one is downloading right now, and is gonna be done in... *checks* ... six hours, so I'll watch it either tomorrow or Sunday. Jasmine is off seeing the fireworks and I'm not gonna be doing anything for a while. :3 I'm gonna draw Sesshoumaru soon, yay. I'm gonna make him look like a human (if you watched Inu Yasha, you'd know what I mean), so ya. ^^ Jazzy is going to call at like 11:00, so hoorah! :D Talk to everyone later, baiii!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAVANA!!!!!! ^___^
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[28 Jun 2003|11:42am] |
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Well, let's see... I didn't update yesterday (I dunno if I did Thursday either), so I'll tell why. I've been making another music video (yes, another one...), but it's going to kick ass. It has tons of lip syncing and a lot matches up with the song. Anyway, that was most of my day. I talked to Jasmine, Joseph, and Sphen for some of it.... I called Jazzy at eleven last night and chattered with her until twelve. I went to bed at two and woke up at 10:00, then set my alarm to go off at 11:00 so I dun miss the new Yu-Gi-Oh! eppie. Watched that, and now I'm on the compy. It'll probably be two hours before Jasmine gets home. She had to go to this car wash thing and won't be back until later. Last night I had a really freaky dream... I dreamt that when the phone bill came, it was a little tiny square of folded paper. When unfolded, it was three pages! I had looked at the amount due and it said $1,023. I was like "O______O HOLY SHIT!!!", and then my dad came over and saw it... thankfully, I woke up before he had a chance to rip my head off... lol. Anyway, gotta go. Jase's mom is gonna take me out to eat with Joseph and Jase, so whee. Talk to everyone later!
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| o.o No more confuse-ness for those that are confused... |
[24 Jun 2003|09:37pm] |
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Okay... I dunno if I did write an entry or not about me and Jazzy getting back together... I'm sure I explained it to Joseph and Sphen, I know I did that. For the rest of you, this may be new, 'cept for Havana. :D I know I told her about it...
Okie, way back when I was really pissed at Jasmine (cracking off swear words about her and stuff), I was under the influence that she never did break up with Bryan like she said she did. You wanna know who influenced that? Casey Blair. o.o He is the one soul that influenced me about Jasmine still going out with Bryan. It went on for like two months, and finally I believed it all. I dunno how I did, but I just started believing it. I got very ticked off at Jasmine and never answered her calls or anything. I broke up with her maybe a week or two after I started my pissed off parade.
About a month or so ago, whenever I got my new Ranma screen name, Casey found that one out and we started talking again. I thought he was done talking about Jasmine like that. Jasmine and I were pretty good friends when he started it. I didn't believe everything so easily this time... but somehow, I dunno how, but I got him to admit he was trying to break us up. He actually admitted to lying about Jasmine still going out with Bryan... That made my heart sink... I was even more ticked off than the time I was pissed at Jasmine. I felt many emotions... anger was a large part of it... but my biggest feeling was... regret. I was feeling regret for all that I've done/said to Jasmine to make her feel miserable. I felt so sorry for her... she loved me, and I didn't love her because of a stupid lie that I believed...
I had been feeling bad about it ever since then... well, until I was happy once more. I told Jasmine what Casey had done after I found out about it... but I didn't tell her about all that was going on inside. Within a month, we were back together. I regret ever listening to Casey. I found out that he was just jealous that Jasmine loved me and not him, so that's why he tried that. Ha, kinda sucks for him when the victim finds out it's just a lie, doesn't it? Now I'm back with Jazzy, and I plan to stay that way. I will never talk to Casey again, so he cannot manipulate my mind in any way. n_n I know that I'm sticking with Jazzy... I want it that way forever and ever. The evil memories of Casey are being overwrited with good times with Jasmine, and is making my relationship with her much better...
Now all of you who don't know, do know. o.o Hope you're happy and not confused anymore, lol.... Jasmine, I'm sorry for saying all that mean stuff back then... I felt horrible about it later on, and had a feeling that I should've deleted those entries... I just hope that you can forgive me for what I've done and forget it ever happened. I love you, Jazzy. I always will. ^^ And now we dun have a butt munch (xD!!) to ruin our relationship, yay!
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